The last chapter of 2014

December seemed to completely fly by. Maybe it was all the distraction from the festive movies on the box and decorating the tree! I have always been a huge Christmas fan, maybe I was an elf in my past life who knows?! In an ideal world I would have been joining in with all the fun in the build up to Xmas, but for the second year running I really just didn’t have the energy for it.

I continued to suffer from an array of symptoms and there just didn’t seem to be any signs of relief from these. I was back on the antibiotics, now that the toxic load had decreased, and was starting back on the meds slow, and steady by building doses up little by little. I know that some of my symptoms were increasing due to the herxheimer reaction (die-off) and others were infections which were still determined to thrive in my body, finding me an ideal host! Really not very idea for me at all! This was a difficult time and I was spending increasing amounts of time lying horizontal and feeling generally weak and nauseous. When I am experiencing such exhaustion and pain, even showering becomes a mammoth task and sometimes that might be all I achieve in a day. Other days I am more able and can walk round the block and cook a meal, it is all just a lottery. I never really know form day to day how I am going to feel.

My Lyme Doctor and her team had put their heads together and came up with the next plan of action. It seemed out of all the infections I have it was currently the Lyme Borrelia bacteria and its partner in crime Babesiosis (Babesia) that were causing me the most problems. Babesia is a protozoan parasite that infects the red blood cells and it is extremely persistent. As it enters the red blood cells it matures and divides and within 1-2 weeks of incubation it starts to cause havoc. One of my first noticeable symptoms of this illness was night sweats, which started sporadically, until eventually occurring up to 4 times a night and were drenching in nature. This then escalated to myalgia, nausea, loss of appetite, air hunger and pressure headaches. Last year the GP also discovered I had developed low Iron levels, yet another common symptom of this co-infection and another daily pill to add to the pile! I sometimes still struggle to comprehend that this tiny tick has transmitted such aggressive infections into my body.  It has definitely been a shock to my system both physically and mentally!

The Morphology of Babesia – Photo Source: http://web.stanford.edu

On a more positive note, over Christmas I made it back to Cornwall to see my Family and some friends too. I was happy to be there in person even if the brain fog was making it difficult to be there in full focus. I spent most of my time in the house but made sure I I was wore my novelty santa jumber. I was able to live through the excitement of the festive period through the eyes of my little Nephew which was magical. I also won’t deny that a hug from my Mum and Dad, sometimes can make things feel a whole lot more bearable, even at the age of 30! I also tried to remember that although I am still stick, This Christmas I was in a slightly better place than the year before and finally in treatment and for that I am grateful.

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July – August 2014

imageI begin with looking back to the summer months this year as my treatment continued. I was put on a number of different antibiotics as my infection load was still very high and I was still battling Lyme and co-infections. This included Doxycycline, Septra, Malarone, Tinidazole and Valtrex. Although antibiotics were key, the herbals have continued to play a huge part in my protocol too. I have always been aware to keep the balance of herbs in the protocol as I feel they have the power to really heal the body in so many ways. I also trust that they help to un-do the detrimental effects of long term antibiotic use. One of the most difficult parts of this disease is the fact it is such a long term journey to recovery, and there is no guarantee that each medicine I try will work. I have noticed whilst taking each medicine, that it often seems to have the desired effect on the infection it is targeting, but then the remaining symptoms of others infections tend to escalate. Its like you can never catch up! It is also not possible for each antibiotic to be able to treat all infections, or to take too many at once, as the body and more importantly the liver just gets totally overloaded. The toxin load can be so dangerous and already being aware that my genetic make-up doesn’t make it simple for my body to detox, I have had to take treatment slow and steady. Doxycycline & Tinidazole: I was on high dose of Doxycycline for a long period over the summer and this has its own complications. Firstly at such a high dose it makes the skin extremely sensitive to the sun so it was a shady seat under the garden umbrella for me! On a more complex note, when you treat Lyme Disease at such a late stage, it becomes disseminated throughout the body and the spirochetes play a game of hide and seek. With the infections spread from the blood to a variety of organs and joints of the body, it makes it so difficult to try and combat. When treated with Doxy it continues to try and avoid destruction. Like a chameleon it can change formation and takes on a cyst structure, protecting itself from the medication. This means because of the bacterias behaviour under attack, I had to take an additional medicine at the same time called Tindiazole. This impairs bacterial enzymes and removes the biofilms which can block both the immune system and the antibiotics. Septra DS: This is a medicine that has been used for years to treat a host of actute and chronic infections. I was mainly targeting the Bartonella infection with this. My symptoms with this infection have been debilitating headaches, light sensitivity, restlessness, back pain, and what I can only describe as a more heightened sense of irritability and often very emotional state. I feel like the infection has the ability to really have an effect on someones mental state and whilst treating this I definitely felt on edge and more irattional. I have previously tried Rifampin for this co-infection, but as mentioned in previous posts my reactions to this were much worse than a herx reaction. My body could just not tolerate this medicine at all and it even landed me in hospital. Malarone: Malarone is more commonly known in both the treatment and prevention of Malaria. This is a combination of two main anti-parisitic ingredients atovaquone and proguanil hydrochloride. It is used in the treatment of Babesia. This co-infeciton is a protozoal parasitic infection, not a bacterial one like many other of the tick-bourne infections. Malarone and Mepron are two of the primary medications used in the treatment of Babesia, and the choice to go with Malarone, was purely down to it being marginally less expensive as my treatment is till being self funded with no support or medication being issued by the NHS. Whilst being on all of the above mentioned antibiotics, it has been really important that I had routine liver function tests and full blood count. This is to ensure there is no detrimental effects from taking the medicines, just the zapping of persistent bugs that have invaded my body! So, as it has been a while since I last posted this is just select information as a start to update you all. I have so much to tell you, but I don’t want to hit the information overload button! I will continue to discuss medication and the highs and lows of lyme life in more posts to follow. Thanks for reading and for continually supporting me on this journey back to good health. I would not have the strength to keep fighting on some days without this support network. It means the world. There will be life beyond Lyme Disease and I will discover it. Big Love, Chantelle x